Are you waiting for someone to come and save you from the past? It is for these reasons that many enter into relationships in which they wait for someone special to come, whose love will erase everything. And maybe someone special will come, but even that person won’t be able to delete or change it for you. It is your task towards yourself.
The past, the inexhaustible theme of life stories, memories, emotions… there is no person who does not have a past behind him.
It can be beautiful, less beautiful, painful, instructive, experiential, however, you carry it with you at every moment of your present life.
All the parts of the past that remained in the shadows when it then emerged from the closet.
You can only escape from them for a short time until some sound, smell, image, person or event reminds you of all those repressed years.
What period of your life did you put in the closet away from others, but primarily away from yourself?
Is it childhood, adolescence, youth, or some later years?
Whatever that period is, it’s important that you’re at peace with it.
If at the very mention of this your head is full of various thoughts, lumps in your throat, stomach cramps or you experience tears, sadness, anger, shame it is possible that some part of you is standing in the past, crammed into the closet and waiting to look at it.
Maybe that past time is hard to see because there is a lot of sadness, loneliness, pain, difficult situations, misunderstanding by others, losses and you are still standing in that darkness.
Many tell me that there is no point in looking at any of it because it is all the past and nothing can be done about it.
As long as it has an impact on your present life, your present emotions and decisions, it is obviously not only the past but also exists in the present.
And fortunately, a lot can be done, although the past cannot be returned and changed, but right now and here you can regret it and look at the whole situation afterward with different eyes.
It is possible to wait for someone else to come and save you from that past.
It is for these reasons that many enter into relationships in which they wait for someone special to come whose love will erase it all.
And maybe someone special will come, but even that person won’t be able to delete or change it for you.
It is your task towards yourself.
Mischievous Words by Marta 